During the past months, I have experienced depression, loneliness, emptiness, chuvaness, eklavush, etc. I have been apathetic, emotional (super!), nostalgic, or whatever you may call a girl who’s obsessed with her past. I thought that I'd be like that forever, thinking that what's over can't be the present anymore. But now, I realized that I'm not like that anymore, so I dedicate this entry to all the people who have helped me be who I am today, a person who had died mentally and emotionally but resurrected (resurrected? Jesas Halp!)and now, a better and a stronger happy person.
Ito ang Alpabeto ng Aking Pasasalamat:
A - ACHE. My super loved sister na auntie! You know what, you're just the best. I am so lucky you're my sister and not my auntie.. hehe. Though you're super pasaway and hard-headed at times (huwaw, hindi halatang mas bata ako no? lol.), you're still the BEST. Huuuuugsss!!! Lablab. =)
B - BES. My guy bestfriend, Henrich. =) Marami nang pinagdaanan friendship natin and you're still here. I just want you to know that I appreciate all your efforts and sacrifices, super. Lalo na yung sa kaadikan ko, that you went home late at na-dedz ka sa mom and kay Ate Ice mo (wow close! =D). Thanks to me, you were grounded. Haha! Thanks. I treasure our friendship alot, kahit di halata. Promise. Hehe. Oh, and sorry kung wala akong kwentang katext minsan, sinasabi nga ni Denise, "Oh, yan Sui, nagdisappearing act ka na naman." Sorreeee! Huuuuuggggs! =D
C - CHE, the tall and pretty one (naks kabaligtaran ng height, pero pretty ka ha). I dunno, I have known you for weeks pa lang nun kayo ni Gel, pero somewhat I see myself in you guys. =D Your kalokohan and nakakatawang kwentos with demo pa, inspire me ALOT. I can't imagine my everyday without you guys. Haha! =D sana mag aamiga tayo hanggang pagtanda natin, kahit hindi na tayo magkasama sa eurolink someday. Thanks! Huuuuuggggsss!!! bigbite sessions natin mamaya ha.
D - DAH. Uhh, I'm sure you don't know me. Maliban na lang kung naaalala mo face ko (namin!) nung nakasabay kita sa bus. Haha! LOL. Naloka ako sayo eh (lol =D), nabuhayan ako ng energy and everything. Haha! Oh my, Sui. Tsk. Gawd. Stay great and cute! Errr, hope to see you again! =D Thank you! Huuuuuggggsss!!
E - EUROLINK TEAM KO. Guys, seryoso, thank you. If I hadn't known you, my first year in Eurolink would have been super miserable. I never thought life in this office would be this great! In the presence of great people like you guys, ang happy ng life! Despite the deadlines ng PETC requirements, stress, sleepless days natin na panakaw and everything, ang saya lang talaga. TANJO (bathala), I dunno, your presence just brightens up our day lalo na pag kumpleto tayo! Parang may something aura ka that makes people around you feel better, feel happy and secure dahil nga ikaw ang bathala ng office. You're this person who's great in everything you do, promise kuya Tan, your the Man at ikaw ang aming Bathala na walang malay! haha.. GEL , I can't imagine our office without you. Parang skeleton ka ng office, pag wala ka dun, parang lanta ang office. walang malakas tumawa, walang malakas ang boses, walang mangunguna sa pagkanta natin ng "Javines, javines, jajajavines.. mula gabi hanggang javines." haha.. Ano naman ang maseshare ko about JEFF.. syempre kung merong Alcoholics, di mawawala ang DIGBYHOLICS. "Oh my Marie hug me and thanked me" di ko malilimutan line na yan dude. waaah.. At kung ako ang Girl next door dati, (etchos!) syempre may Boy next door din. kilala nyo na ba? kunwari tahimik, pero subukan mong iwan sya sandali, magugulat ka na lang sa pagbalik mo alam nya na kaagad number ng mga babae sa paligid nyo at ito pang malupit, kinabukasan girlfriend nya na kaagad ang isa sa mga chicks na yun. mahilig kasi sya sa fried sisiw. yan si VENCHAN A.K.A Mask Rider Black pag nakasakay na sa kanyang motor. hays, wala na ako maisip. =D I look up to all of you, Team, friends! =D
F - FAMILY. Thanks to my Nay, my Tay and to my siblings. Syempre, walang tatalo sa family. Even I felt that the world had turned its back on me (ay, may back ba ang world?! Gawd, Sui!), you were still there to protect me and make me feel loved and special. You're my greatest possession. If ever God had given us the chance to choose our families, I'd still choose you 'coz you're simply the BEST and the COOLEST. To my nanay who cares for us so much, kahit ang tatanda na namin, ginigising pa, kahit sabi mo self-centered ako minsan, kahit sabi mo wala ako ibang inatupag kundi farmville, kahit sabi mo kukunin mo cellphone ko dahil text ako ng text this past few weeks, months, kahit hindi mo ako pinapayagan sa mga gala ko minsan, yung love na binibigay mo sa amin ay di mapapantayan ng kahit na anu man dito sa mundo. =) I love you, Nay! Super duper duper duper. To my Tay, thank you sa paghahatid sundo sa akin lagi and pati pag may mga friends akong laging sinasabay and pinapahatid kung saan-saan way back in college. Never ka nagreklamo. sa pag entertain sa mga suitor ko dati sabay yayain mo magbasketbol at ang pusta ay sanmig light. Thank you sa pagloload lagi sa prepaid nating SmartBro dati kahit ang lakas namin gumamit magkakapatid ng internet, don't worry ngayon libre na ang DSL natin. Thank you for buying me banana chips and cassava chips everytime nag-gogrocery ka. Thank you sa pagsusupport sa akin sa mga activities ko dati!!! I love you, Taaay. kahit wala ka na ngayon, mananatili ka lagi dito sa puso ko, namin and i know your happy sa heaven with God... (tears pls forget to fall down) Bros and sisters kung makukulit, salaaaaamaaaaat sa inyo. Lab ko kayo lahat.
G - GORGEOUS MAXADO. Uhh, the least person I thought I'd write here. Inagaw mo siya sa akin eh, inagaw mo si hungry boy. Haha! I don't even know you, haven't talked to you yet and we both know each other lang through kwentos ni tita, I think. And now I really am thankful for making agaw sa kanya from me. (ang arte koh.. as per tita, ganyan ka daw magsalita. waah) Errr, hindi naman talaga siya sa akin ngayon eh. siguro dati. Umeetchos lang ako ngayon. Hehe! I know di ‘mo’ naman mababasa to, pero thanks talaga, as in thanks. =D Hugs?! Huuugggs! bwahaha..
H - HAPRIL (APRIL)Haha. I like your name with the "H" eh, nasanay kasi ako ng HAPRIL na spelling sa mga friends ko eh na month ang mga name, I thought kasi ganyan talaga yung spelling nun pag kapampangan. Haha! Uhmm, haven't talked to you that much pa dati, as in chika. pero now magulo ka na din gaya namin.. wahaha.. nakakatuwa, i like your korean accent tsaka yung imbentong words mo like "QUICK BITE" as in quick ha... thanks, thanks, thanks at may kasama na akong single sa office.. haha.. SINGLE IS SEXY sabi sa ads ng Bench sa Trinoma.
I - "i love you"... ahaha ang kyut.. Good Day. sana masuspend na ang mga pasok ngayon para punta na tayong lahat sa opening ng Octoberfest, Sept.25.. yehey! octoberfst na.
J - JESUS CHRIST. Our Lord and Savior. Thank You for guiding me always. I owe you everything, just EVERYTHING. I now know why all these things happened to me, it’s because You want me to be stronger and more mature. And I’m sorry for EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. Thank You. Thank You. Love You. =)
K - KAMBAL. You know my secret. Hehe. I never thought I'd share that to anyone. You never fail to be here for me. Though we don't see each other often now, though we don't write each other letters anymore, though we seldom send text messages, you were still that Kambal I knew more than 5 years ago. Kahit matanda ka na at ako, well, young pa (lol), hindi yun naging hindrance sa super friendship natin. Kelan ulit tayo gagala, Kambal? Mishuuu!! Labyu Kambal! =)
L - LALALALALALALASHENG... LALALALALALALASHENG... LALALALALALALASHENG... LALALALALALALASHENG.. yan ang reply ng mga dude and dudettes ko sa tuwing mag gogroup message ako ng mga emo at pagkahaba-habang message. hays, pasensya na guys. yun lang ang way ko to express what i really feel. salamat sa mga nakakaappreciate at sa mga naiinis. sorry na, maganda lang. bwahaha...
M - MUMU.. waaah, tao ba ito o mumu talaga? lagi na lang kasi syang nagpaparamdam sa office.. bigla bigla na lang na nasa loob na pala sya ng di namin namamalayan. nagkakatawang tao para lang makapasok sa room namin at makasagap ng chika.. wahaha, ashtig na mumu yun. babae kaya sya, pero sa anino nya, para syang gupit lalake. thanks din sayo mumu. sa wakas naka cope up na din kami sayo. alam na namin stilo mo. echoserang, usi! labyuh din..
N - NO. 7, KAY APLASCA. Err, kahit superstar ka Volleyball world, di lumalaki ulo mo. Thanks for sharing your life's stories with me. Thanks rin for listening to all my heart's dramas. You know what, yung promise natin sa isa't-isa naging effective sa akin, hope its the same there. Di na ko emo! Uhh, konti na lang pala! See you soon! Pakilala mo ako sa team ha! Huuuuuggggsss!! =]
O - OCTOBERFEST... i can't wait for this month. marami akong surprise sa buwan na ito. wahaha.. watch out for my comeback gig at fresca bar katipunan (formerly tapika). HAIR SUKLAY (my new band) will be performing 2 sets. first one starts at 9:15pm.
P - PHERLALUSH.. Closest friend. You know what, nung kinwento ko sayo yung kadramahan ng buhay ko, life started to UNRAVEL ITSELF. Thanks sa pakikinig sa kadramahan ko rin. =D Kelan ulit videoke session natin ah? Don't change ah, and sorry sa shortcomings ko, wag na kayo magtampo ni BING dahil lagi ako nasa paligid nyo, di lang halata dahil ako'y isinumpang maging Anino, (anino, hanggat di naaayos aircon dito sa office) Waaaah..Haha! Hope to see you soon. Thaaanks ulit! =D Huuuuugggggssss!!
Q - QUICK BITE.. yan ang breakfast ko ngayon dito sa office, nag skip kasi ako ng breakfast sa bahay kanina dahil lage na lang ako late, and i can't think of any remedy for this.. waah..
R - RICH and GAZHEL. Yeah, were treeeeplets. =D Wowowowowow na nakilala ko kayo. Nakakatuwa we have a lot in common. Pati yung suit natin nung college, pare-parehas halos ng di natin alam, amazing!
S - SIDNEY.. Oh yea. So thank you for making me that bitter person. Dahil sayo, I’m striving for more. Haha. Kahit mawala nang communication and everything, you were part of my history. “When love and hate collides.” I owe to you my success and failures too. Naks!
T - TIU.. (CHRIS TIU) pag napapanood kita parang di na ko lasalista, atenista na lang.. wafunes!!!
U - USISERANG PHICES ! Kung alam niyo lang na araw-araw ko kayo naiisip, tsk! Super mahal ko kayo, alam niyo ba yun? Thank you for treating me still as a part of the organization (the family). Distance won't break us apart. Kahit bihira na lang ako dumalaw diyan sa skul. wala nang papalit sa inyo. =D Group huuuuuuuggggggg!!!!
V - VEAUTIFUL... VEAUTIFUL BOY, where ever you are? when ever i see you, you will open the door. (SHIVAKER)salamat kay shivaker. kakatuwa mga tips nya.. waah..
W - WALTER and WENDY. Huwaw. Tagal na ring walang communication tapos wala pa kayo sa FB ko. Pero super thanks. Para kayong shock absorber ko eh, tuwing down na down ako, bigla na lang kyo sumusulpot, back to back tandem. Nakakatuwa. sana kayo na magkatuluyan habang buhay, para ang name ng baby nyo eh WENTER, as in Wenter Sonata (bisaya man?) Super thanks!! =D
X - XXX... Exklusibong, Explosibong, Exposé. Hosted by news anchors Julius Babao, Pinky Webb, and Alex Santos, and airs every Saturday after Maalaala Mo Kaya. haha.. wala akong maisip eh kaya ito na lang nakatulong pa ako sa kanila. wuhuuu!!! thanks sa karagdagang knowledge na hatid nyo.
Y - YNA.. YNANG KALIKASAN!! tinatawag na ako ni inang kalikasan.. be right back.
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Z - ZE GIRLS OF LS. Wahaha! Gumaganun pa eh, nuh? Airapotz, Bipbip, Pepitapotz, Lyrabels, Amberlicious, RaiRaiPotz, Eckapotz and syempre, Wikiyows. Super duper duper duper duper duper duper thaaaanks. Grabe. Kung wala kayo, di ko maimagine buhay ko. Salamat sa pagtawa niyo sa mga jokes ko lagi, sa pagpapasensya sa akin twing tinotopak ako (lol, wahaha!), sa company, sa experiences, sa memories, sa lahat. Super duper thanks. See you guys soooooon! Lablab! Huuuuuuugsss. =D
Err. Sa Lahat, nabanggit ko man o hindi, super thanks. As in, as in. Sorry sa iba, sabaw na ako eh. Nakakadepress masiraan ng damit. =[ gawd. Hay.